For almost 3 weeks now I have been sick.
I am tired tired of being sick.
My house is not the way I like it….the kids are doing fine.
I have not gotten out enough….the stores are doing fine.
I did not get to see the 4th Twilight premire….and I still haven’t been.
And just when I think I am better and can begin to do a few things….I start to feel bad again.
sigh
You know, being sick forces you to step outside yourself. Sometimes by forcing you to take care of yourself. I am finding this paradox hard to deal with. By taking time to do all the things the doctor told me I have to do to get better, I cannot do all the things I normally do. And so either they have not gotten done, or the kids and David have taken up the slack.
And if you came over, you would find that the house is not that messy (not too much more than usual), that we had an awesome Thanksgiving meal that I did NONE of the cooking for, that the Christmas tree is up, and that I have blogged two times in a month. (and you did not have to come over for that!)
I am sick of my sinus infection, taking meds, my head hurting, and my body not having the energy to do what I want to do. However, I am thankful that I am learning that when I slow down and get out of the way, life still happens in so many wonderful ways every day. I am ready though, to get well enough to see that Twilight movie!
